nthposition online magazine

Maybe

by William Aarnes

[ poetry - may 08 ]

She tells her mother, "My courses
are good, especially Genetics."

But when she gets her step-mother
on the cell she confides

that so far sophomore year
is like maybe staying at a party

until dawn: "See, past weary
of being merry, I found myself

half slipping off an ottoman
and having to grip the shoulder

of a classmate in both Pysch
and Research and Analysis,

a guy who, posing as The Thinker,
maundered on about his having

no career plans, except maybe,
if he could chance upon

a thirty-ish programmer
who moonlights as an accompanist

at a lounge in some chain motel,
why, then, he'd devote his evenings

to doting on her till maybe
she came over to ask his age...

Don't tell Dad but, see, this year's
like this self-absorbed drunk

suddenly standing to stagger off
with me hanging on so maybe

I can keep my balance."